When everything don't go my way

At first I am thinking of there is new life in my new environment.
But it look like all the same.
I am wondering is this all because of my own attitude?
My new employment left me idling without any specific work task.
My superior is busy like a headless fly but I am free as a bird.
She says she is extremely busy and I am extremely free.

It look I shall be happy of this.
But looking into the true situation I am earning somebody money without doing any job.
I am not happy of earning this blind money.