I want to go back

They are fighting everyday.
Their faces can change within second just like flipping back a page from a book.
I am the one who stand in the middle.
Can do nothing.
My heart is crying very hard.
I wish that I can go home.
But there is nothing I can do at home too.
My mind and body tell myself that I am stressing here.
That is why within 3 months' time here, I am getting sick for 2 times.
My immune system is in a very weak situation.

Still no sign of you

Whoo...whoo.....whoo.....!
It has been such a long way.
I am still waiting.
It looks there is no ending of my long wait.
I don't know whether I can still stand it or not.

When everything don't go my way

At first I am thinking of there is new life in my new environment.
But it look like all the same.
I am wondering is this all because of my own attitude?
My new employment left me idling without any specific work task.
My superior is busy like a headless fly but I am free as a bird.
She says she is extremely busy and I am extremely free.

It look I shall be happy of this.
But looking into the true situation I am earning somebody money without doing any job.
I am not happy of earning this blind money.

What should I do?

I am in such an awkward situation.
I don't know what should I do?
I am thinking of Bible parable of a father receiving his son.
Should I go back? Or should I remain here?
I don't know.